What is age but a number? Especially when you’re like me and
everyone seems to think you’re 6-8 years younger than you are (trust me – it’s
not much of a compliment when people don’t treat you like an adult at my age). But
there is something so special about the passage of another year in life that people
go out of their way to wish each other a happy birthday. On the surface, it
seems rather superficial. It’s a reason to have a party, to buy into consumerism
and individualism, to celebrate ourselves. Yet there is something to be said
for the opportunity birthdays give us to reflect on what we have accomplished
over the past year. For me, 23 was a year for remembering who I am, and I hope that
24 will be a year for becoming who I want to be.
Finally getting our master's degrees! |
23 was a very challenging but rewarding year in my life. I
have accomplished many significant goals in my life in the past year – things I
never in my wildest dreams thought I could achieve. At the beginning of 23, I
successfully defended and submitted my thesis as the final requirement for my
master’s degree (a semester and a half late) after much struggle and hard work.
But right after my defense, I got to see The Killers in concert – a band I have
been waiting what seems like my whole life to see. Thus, my year started off
both difficult and exciting. In the winter, I was looking for a real job, but for
the first time in my life I had the time to travel. It was really difficult for
me to ignore the call of the world! Especially when I was finding dirt cheap airfare
like $149 roundtrip tickets to visit Alicia in the Virgin Islands and $500
tickets to visit Peru with my amazing roommate, Katrina. I finally got to live
the life I have always wanted to live this year. I have been so blessed with
the opportunity to have so many friends all over the world which has allowed me
to travel, and not just as a tourist.
I think my biggest accomplishment at 23 may have been completing
the Disney World Marathon this past January. While I may not have finished with
the best time, running a marathon is not something I never in my wildest dreams
ever thought I could accomplish. It was one of the hardest things I have ever
done, right up there with finishing a Master’s Thesis, but I’m glad I did it.
Life was by no means easy for me this year, but after all I pushed myself
through this year, I know I can do hard things. And that knowledge, that belief
is valuable.
The Baths at Virgin Gorda, B.V.I. |
I spent the last moments of my year as a 23-year-old doing something I haven’t done in months: running. I don’t often feel like running, but tonight I did. I felt so alive in the brisk autumn night. As my iPod sang to me this evening:
Blackbird singing in the dead of
night, take these broke wings and learn to fly. All your life, you were only
waiting for this moment to arise.
Life will always bring heartache and disappointments but
once you can learn to pick yourself up and make something of what you've got,
life truly becomes beautiful.